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From as far back as I can remember, I was never happy with who I was or what I had. I always wanted to be someone else or have more things. Still to this day I have issues with this. It never seems to matter to me how successful I am or all of the good things that I have in my life, from time to time, I will just sit and dwell on what other people have and think about how much better other people are than me. I hate feeling this way because deep down, I know I have a good life, filled with great memories and people who care for me, but I don't know, sometimes I feel like it's not enough and I am missing something. I really don't want to get into a lot of details right now, but it is just strange, I am a happy, healthy, and successful person yet I always see other people as being better than me, I can never be good enough to be happy with myself. There is always someone who I feel is better than me. I guess this could be a good thing because I am always trying to make myself better because of it, but at the same time, it is really tiring. I need to start being happy with who I am and not worry about everyone else, but at least for me, that is way easier said than done. Even though it is going to be hard, I am going to try to make it a point not to worry about this stuff anymore. Let's see how it goes.